Having  a  hobby  is  so  much  fun,  it  keeps  all  the  negative  thoughts  out  of  your  mind,  and  most  importantly  all  you  will  have  on  your  mind  is how  perfect  your  project  will  come  out.

My  favorite  hobby is  sewing  I  love  to  sew  pillows,   I  sew  pillows  every  December which  is  once  a  year  because,  I  love  the  rain  and  a  nice  cup  of  hot  chocolate.  I  take  my  time  sewing  when  I  take  a  break  I  sip  on  my  hot chocolate  while  I  look  outside  the  window  at  the  Mountains. It  gives  me  security  makes  me  feel  happy  my  hobby  use  to  be  writing  since I  became  a  Published  Author  I  had  to  change  my  hobby.  Since  sewing  was  my  second  favorite  it  is now  my first.


You  can  pick  any  color  or  design  of  fabric  for  your  pillow,  and  if  you  do  not  want  a  pillow  you  can  sew  a  throw  pillow  for  your  favorite  chair,  or  couch  for  the  living  room.  I  have  sewed  pillows  from  Orange  pillows,  horse  design  pillows,  furry  pillows, even  sports  pillows, sewing  pillows  is  as  easy  as  1-2-3.   The  key  to  making  a  perfect  pillow  is making  sure  you  sew  starting  from  the  outside  of  the  fabric depending  on  the  texture  your  pillow  can  last  for  years.

{ Make  sure  your  pillow  is  inside  out before you  start  to  sew. }


Cotton  is  so  expensive  choose  good  fabric  then  you   will  not  have  to  worry  about  your  pillow  ripping;  then  re-sewing.  After  sewing  all  the  three  sides  there  should  be  one  side  left  open  that  is  the  entry  for  the  cotton. So  you  get  your  pillow  turn  it  right  side  in  get  the  cotton  and  stuff  the  pillow  as  firm  as  you  want.  Tuck  in  the  lining   and  sew  that  too.  You  can  take  Red,  White, Blue, Pink, or White  ribbons  to  decorate  the  corners  of  your  pillow  to  make  it  look  pretty.

If¬† you¬† live¬† alone your pillow¬† made¬† with¬† love¬† in¬† every¬† stitch¬† will¬† look¬†¬† beautiful¬† on¬† your¬† favorite¬† chair.¬† If¬† you¬† live¬† with¬† your¬† parents¬† you’ll¬† all¬† enjoy¬† the¬† pillow¬† on¬† the¬† couch.¬† Either¬† way¬† you¬† will¬† love¬† your¬† pillow¬† when¬† you¬† complete¬† it.

I  hope  you  love  your  pillow,   and  thank  you  for  reading

” The¬† Silver¬† Show ” Blog

Lost Without Words

I  do  not  title  this  as  a  point  in  my  life  to  where  I  feel  lost.  Even  as  a  child  I  felt  lost.  At  times  I  thought  I  did  not  really  belong  anywhere  because,  I  felt  that  if  an  individual  did  not  feel  the  way  I  wanted  them to  feel  then  it  was  a   loss  because,  they  did  not  feel  what  I  felt.

I¬† realized¬† that¬† in¬† my¬† thirties¬† I¬† had¬† my¬† very¬† own¬† rabbit¬† and¬† he¬† was¬† more¬† than¬† a¬† trick. Everything¬† was¬† going¬† great¬† I had¬† my¬† Television¬† shows¬† going¬† however,¬† something¬† felt¬† off¬† and¬† it¬† was¬† him¬† all¬† along. Sometimes I¬† wonder¬† is¬† he¬† also¬† the¬† reason¬† why¬† things¬† happen¬† in¬† my¬† life.¬†¬† I¬† got¬† really¬† sick¬† after¬† the¬† mid¬† night¬† rondevu’s¬† I¬† thought¬† it¬† was¬† from¬† shaving¬† my¬† face I¬† just¬† got to¬† face¬† it,¬† this¬† is¬† not¬† from¬† shaving and no¬† I¬† was¬† not¬† trying to¬† commit¬† suicide because, he¬† broke¬† up¬† with¬† me for¬† some¬† married¬† woman¬† up the¬† street. I¬† saw¬† her¬† driving¬† his¬† car¬† one¬† morning or¬† she¬† was¬† a¬† look a like.

I  did  not  care  because, I  kept  on  getting  sick I  have  been sick  since  April 07,2016  my  natural  glow  is  gone  I  have  bumps  on  one  side  of  my  face  and  I  gain 10  pounds while  I  was  with  him. Then he showed  me  a  gun I guess his  friend purchased it well, I need to tell the  truth  just in case he said his brother purchased it and I stared to think when two people love each other what do they talk about? I then realized I am in love with my arch enemy. Showing me weapons that I do not know if he is going to use it on me I was just not feeling whatever was going through his psychotic mind.

I  felt  lost,  lost  without  words.

I  felt afraid, why? I  do  not  know  I  guess  because,  of  my  past  you  know  how  people  was  trying  to kill  me.  It   was  probably  him  too.

Now, I am  back  at  square one  always  inside  the  house,  trusting  in  know  one.  I  joined  a  P.h.D.  program  to  keep  myself  extra  busy I  am  wondering what  should  I  do  if  he  comes  back.  You  can   never  put  nothing  pass  a  gang  member.

Maybe I¬† should¬† buy¬† a¬† gun¬† too. Maybe I¬† should¬† throw¬† some¬† hot bleach¬† on¬† him.¬† Maybe¬† I¬† should¬†¬† call¬† the¬† police.¬† Maybe¬† he¬† reads¬† my¬† blogs¬† and¬† if¬† you¬† do¬† please¬† stay¬† away¬† from me¬† the¬† friendship¬† from¬† 16¬† years¬† ago¬† is¬† gone¬† I¬† do¬† not¬† ever¬† want¬† to¬† see you¬† again I¬† don’t¬† want¬† nothing to¬† do¬† with¬† you EVER.