When I go to sleep at night there is no other place I’d rather be than with you. I love being your woman with the resources that I have. You are the most sexy, handsome, amazing man that I have ever laid my eyes on. We have known each other for 17 years, and I just do not think that it is fair to keep me last, and treat me like you do not care. Everyday I look out my window hoping that you’d come by just to say hello. But, each an every time I do you are never there you never answer my calls asif I am not there, you make me feel like a new born baby that was left on a Fire station porch because, you neglect me so. You think you know, you think you know. You say you will marry me but, all you do is seduce me for your manly needs, which hurts me so deeply, and emotionally. You think you know, you think you know, but you fail to understand how much I love you, and the more you neglect me the more something inside me is growing that I do not want to be there. I text you, and call you; you don’t care. Why, don’t you just tell me the truth? about how you feel, let me go if you do not want me anymore. And, with the years we have known one another you said, that you do not want no babies something special for us. You do not even have to be there just like now. I know that you can be the amazing man for me, you are perfect for me I know you care but, you refuse to believe that I do because of the past. Do we have to bring that up? Ever since we had made love I never cheated on you not once even when you left away for 5 years. No other man put there hands on me but, you. What about you? have you let other women touch you, well you let me know that on December 08, 2015 when that girl called you that’s 3 times you went out on me, but I love you so much that I am blind. What can I expect next from you? I am so afraid that one day I will call you, and you never answer I need to be assured that you will always be there. Don’t ever leave me, I love you your my best friend. No matter how many flaws you have because, I know that I am the right woman for you. And, I hope that you realize that before it is to late. All I am telling you is If you do not want to marry me like you said you would just let me go, and tell me I will not be mad I will be happy of whatever decision you make with us. Just please tell me the truth, it’s either you love me, and marry me or let me be free.